A friend of mine told me that my posts were too abstract. I kinda agreee with him, because when i returned to my older posts now, i don't even know what i'm talking about. I forgot the reason behind those posts. So i shall make it clearer this time. or maybe not. hahaha

The black cloud that has been over me for the past XX days are finally gone. Couldn't hide from it, no matter where i went. Luckily for me, a close friend of mine helped me out of the problem i was stuck in. I have never felt so stuck and helpless for such a long period of time. My life was affected this by this shit. Almost everything i did was kinda affected by this shit.

so now i'm finally out. No more wallowing in the pool of self pity, no more spinning around in the random directions, no more freakish mood swings. (now i know how bad mood swings can get) I believe no one else could have brought me out of this, because this problem really needed something big to beat the crap out of it. so. Thanks, my amazing friend(:

This doesn't mean that i'd stop pondering and daydreaming about idealistic, fantasy-world stuff. Some things just can't be changed, i guess. That's all. Goodnight(: