Thursday, December 31, 2009 7:44 PM
This is the last post of 2009! Its really fast. Almost 365 days ago i still remember what i was doing and how i'd spent the last few days of 2008. I used to think that new year is nothing more than the end of a year, and the beginning of another. but this new year is special, special because 2009 has been awesome. This is
probably DEFINITELY the year that i feel i'm most alive. Had my fair share of disappointment and sadness, as well as lots of joy and happiness.
No one is here by chance. Haha jc is eveything i didn't expect. Especially my classmates! I'll never forget you guys. The class that totally owned the interhouse sports games. The class that has a perfectly straight record of 0 losses against other classes during interclass, and a horrendous disclipine record. All the retarded rumors in class, all the b&j (ben and jaron) jokes and all the gay shit are just special. Its just a pity that some of us have to leave): When i grow old, i may forget lots of stuff. but i will never ever forget the memories of 09s21(:


I wanna talk about my PW group. I forgot our group number. Is it 142? Anyway. The pw struggle is gone, and so is the fun. Doubt you guys will ever read this post. But if you ever do come across it, i've had a boomz time with ya'll! applepies will rule the world one day, and we will be their gods. To: xh, rach and sy

I'll never forget the moment when darren and i put our names down on the sheet of paper at the hockey booth. Eight rounds warm-ups, tanned skin and injuries followed soon after. This is really a case of sunshine after rain because friendships were made and bonds were forged (through activities such as l4d). Its also the first time that i've felt such a strong teamwork in a sport. Old teammates have left us, and new ones have joined, but i guess that will only make us learn to appreciate each other more. We will do well next year(:
[Insert A'div-winning team picture here]
While on the bus with fel the other day, we somehow started reminiscing about the wdgv gatherings we had so far, and how i've came into the picture. We managed to talk about all the gatherings; we almost lost count of the number of gatherings and why we met up. But we couldn't find out why i came into the clique:/ i know friends who would go 'woah you guys still keep in touch with your primary school friends'. Primary or not, they're still friends. And we share years of memories! There's nothing much to remember when we all gather, because its pretty much stoning, aside from all the gossiping and activities. Stoning is what we do best(:

I've also had a relationship this year. It was everything that it could be. I learnt so much from it that i can't describe it with words. thanks(:
I can't remember whether i made new year resoloutions last year and i'm too lazy(some things never change) to check. So here it is. I'll skip the common ones. like try to ace my A's.
- Beat some big-ass team in A'div
- Be more confident of myself
- Not fall in love
- Be friendlier
- & be more focused
They're not in any order of importance because i just thought of them in the past minute.
So thats it! Have a Happy New Year!(:
We're two more years closer to finding out whether the world ends in 2012!:D aren't you guys excited about that? i am.
Monday, December 28, 2009 2:53 AM
Love is blind because it has no 'i's (eyes)! Please laugh):
Eugene 'Jay Chou' Lee is as good as watching a movie. i pay $7 for both and i can get the same amount of satisfaction watching them. I'm typing this so when he rises to fame, he'll remember us, the 6 of his classmates and his form teacher, who went to KTV with him today. I want my autograph okay eugene
Simple isn't simple at all. Its sooooo damn complicated:D oh yes i'm tired now. 've got so many things that i wanna type but i can't cos she's chasing me off to bed and i don't wanna get scolded again like for the past few days soooo goodnight!
Saturday, December 26, 2009 2:38 AM
I'm gonna break your little heart
watch you take the fall
laughing all the way to the hospital
'cause there's nothing surgery can do
I'm gonna break your little heart
show you to the door sew yourself shut and now you're begging for more
'cause there's nothing surgery can do
when I break your little heart in two
don't be so sentimental, no
this love was accidental
So give it up
this was never meant to be more than a memory for you
Sometimes i feel that its just tiring to be human. Too tiring.
12:23 AM
Merry Christmas! Christmas this year is sweet! Literally sweet; because of all the sweet treats like chocolate, cookies, chocolate cookies and all the candy. spent the first few minutes of 25th dec laughing away at every little thing. My spiderman did a doggy style, kangjie's wheelchair became a train carriage, and 'QUACK' became 'KWEK'. Time really flies when you're having fun(:
Now i understand why people want freedom. I wish i had more too:/
Unlike goalkeeper, i don't have any moments of the year, any songs of the year, or anything of the year. I just wanna keep all my memories somewhere, because i know i'll forget them sooner or later): Someone give me a camera and an album:D Too many things have happened this year. and All i want for Christmas is. MY TWO FRONT TEETH!
GOODNIGHT!:D
Tuesday, December 22, 2009 2:20 AM
I LOVE CHICK VS DICK BECAUSE THEY ARE ANTI-BORE STUFF (Y)
Monday, December 21, 2009 12:37 AM
Went out with DT and the junior batch today. Had a fun time(:
I seriously need to manage my money. If i even had some in the first place. Hate asking them for money because ______. And i don't like that.
AND I'M DAMN BORED
Saturday, December 19, 2009 6:53 PM
I realized that one man's strength can somehow be his weakness. Now i gotta learn to calm down and relax. and focus.
Are feelings developed over time, or is there really love at first sight?
If only crystal balls were real. Then we can all peek into the future, see our soulmates, and probably see how we're gonna die.
Thursday, December 17, 2009 10:09 PM
Back by popular demand~
Okay kidding. Back from Macau! Stayed at Zhuhai though. Experienced lots of new stuff in the past few days. I've tried escargot, foie gras, fried silk worms, bloody mary, oysters, foot massage and other stuff. The weather was so freaking cold; like 8 degrees for the last few days. This morning we could finally 'breathe fire':D and i didn't perspire at all, ever since i stepped off the plane.
Probably gained a few kg in the past few days. I AM FAT NOW.
The downside: 1) THE ROADS 2) THE SYSTEM 3) THE PEOPLE
The roads are horrible. The drivers don't give way to people. Its as if they're forever late for something. There was once where we saw 4 or 5 traffic accidents on the same stretch of road. It was raining, but i don't think that's an excuse?
I dont' really know what i wanna write here. So yeah. Their system is screwed up.
The people. Now i know why some chinese hate the fact that they're chinese. Felt like that at some point of time. But its just once. They cut queues and spit all over the place and they're just loud. Maybe that's their culture, maybe i'm not used to it. Thing is, i don't like that. Even queueing up at the customs felt like some war. A war to get in front of people, to get pass the customs first.
Thats all. I guess i'm not gonna miss much of the parts i visited. Maybe just the food and the weather. And the cheap stuff.
Next up: CHRISTMAS.
Sunday, December 13, 2009 3:20 AM
Goodbye people. Portuguese egg tarts, here i come:D
Friday, December 11, 2009 10:29 PM
i don't feel happy.
1:20 AM
Today is screwed up. Safari and Firefox aren't cooperating. I didn't finish my movie, and i'm feeeling like shit now cos i have a match tomorrow morning but i'm still online. because i can't sleep. Now's the best time for Over My Head and Misery Business and Face Down and Ignorance.
Dear Bedbug:
Hi. Hope you're enjoying yourself in the container i put you in. Oh and did you meet your new friend, the spider? I put him in soon after you went in. He should be pretty hungry by now. You'll probably see your family members soon. As soon as i catch them, i'll let them join you. I can't wait for your entire family to be reunited. (in hell) Have fun with spidey!
With 'love'
Your victim
Thursday, December 10, 2009 2:24 AM
Let it snow
Let it snow
Let it snow
I have a wish list for Christmas, and its in my head.
I can' wait for Friday's match against cj.
I have millions of random thoughts in my head now, swirling around in my brain like toilet paper in a toilet bowl. No, my mind isn't dirty.
I think i'm seriously, seriously going crazy.
ITS ALL YOUR FAULT
Tuesday, December 08, 2009 2:21 AM
How do you define a person's real self? Is it what he'll do if he's left alone, when he knows no one's watching? Is it what goes inside his mind, where his imagination is unrestrained? Or is his real self defined by his actions; the decisions he makes? I think its cool to know someone just by talking. Maybe i'm thinking of Hannibal. i don't know. haha. (***
Sunday, December 06, 2009 2:45 AM
Match yesterday was a nightmare. Its almost impossible for me to play in a flooded pitch, because i'm weak. My passes can't get through. Hockey for six days in a row. Haha don't believe we managed to survive that. KEY CHONG ZHEQIN missed another open goal today. That is exactly why we love him in the team. 'love'(:
I was reading my older posts just now. Realized that i had difficulty in trying to remember what my post meant. Those really weird posts, like those with a couple of lines. So from now on, i'll try to make my posts more readable. This way i'll have no problem trying to decode my own posts. Really glad that i have somewhere to store all my memories. I must find that family portrait that shiya drew. Die die must find. There are certain memories that i just never want to forget. Okay now i'm afraid that i'll forget all the things that happened. That'll be a disaster.
If you had the chance, would you reverse time? Back to when you were X years old. And make time stop. So you'll never grow, never grow into an adult. So you'll never have to face financial problems, taxes, interests and shit like that. So you'll never have to face reality in its most brutal form. So you'll never grow into something you don't want to. From the young innocent kid to a self-centred, 'survival-comes-first' adult. Maybe they call that maturing. I can feel myself changing. It feels like i'm becoming less hopeful, more negative. Less of that optimistic side. And i hate that fact. However there are moments where all the negativity disappears. I <3 those moments, because that is when dreams and fantasies come in, where logic takes the backseat and imagination takes the driving wheel.
Haha. I guess my posts are senseless after all.
Saturday, December 05, 2009 12:30 AM
TGIF. Hockey week is finally overrrrrr. Finally re-gripped my stick with the bandage. Feels so good now, just hope that it doesn't start to stink anytime soon. It smells like oranges now. I can foresee my next few months spent on hockey already, if A div starts on 1st march.
Suddenly i don't feel like blogging. Goodnight!
Thursday, December 03, 2009 11:08 PM
Sometimes i really hate to face reality. I refuse to believe that money can make people happy, but somehow i have a feeling that i'm deceiving myself. Yeah maybe i'm eating vinegar, i don't care. That's all, i have a headache now. Goodnight.