Friday, February 12, 2010 10:49 PM
This week sucks. Its been pretty slack and fun, but i just can't feel right. It just doesn't feel right. Negative thoughts just keep coming back into my mind. Things that i don't wanna think about, things that can change my mood instantly. You know those days, where things just never seem to go your way? Then time seems to fly past you, and work starts piling up. The higher the mountain of work, the further you are behind your classmates. You go for training but you never seem to improve. As first march draws closer, you start losing focus of work and increase the intensity of training. And at the end of the day, you don't know whether it'll make a difference at all. You know you're losing it when your mood starts to swing for no apparent reason. and when your body feels screwed up.
I wanna scream my lungs out. scream out all the effffffed up shit. damnnnnnnnn