Thursday, May 28, 2009 11:57 PM
thats it.
i can't concentrate on my GP anymore.
so many thoughts floating around in my brain right now.
i'm suddenly reminded of that dentist i visited.
he said my brain was too active.
yeah a dentist.
The Great Escape
if only everyone could escape from their thoughts whenever they felt like.
throw it away
forget yesterday
we'll make the great escape
haha.
i have no idea how i'm gonna type this post.
what happened?
did we make the wrong choices?
did they really peak too early?
did one man really make such a enormous impact?
or was it other factors?
it really hurts to see it slowly die.
especially when you've played a part in creating it.
it hurts even more;
when its him.
i don't know what to say.
i'm probably gonna screw up tomorrow's GP test.
the pressure is turned up
but once again,
i can't feel it.
its my studies for goodness sake.
i'm not feeling very afraid
not feeling fearful
not even thinking about retaining.
hopefully nothing's wrong here.
its like a repeat of the past.
sometimes i really don't know what to do without you man..
i'll be like floating around
failing all my smaller tests (like now)
and probably just scrapping past my common tests and promos.
thanks(:
projectwork.
ahyes.
honestly, i've got a fantastic group.
i'm afraid i can't perform well enough
hopefully i wont let them down(:
its gonna be a rough ride.
probably a muddy, sweaty, and chekjawa-ish journey.
we're playing in div 3 for hockey.
its not really anything to be proud of.
my weekends are going straight into the fireplace
once we sign up for this tournament.
i can imagine my life in the future.
weekdays: study
after school: training
weekends: match
can't imagine how no-life i'll be.
the best thing is
div 3 lasts for about three months
from early july to late september.
promos are in september.
hopefully its worth it.
for the sake of experience
and for the sake of that gold medal.
and for that goal against RJ(:
i can't wait for june holidays.
just a few hours away.
once GP is over..
term3 is really gonna be busy.
really really busy.
probably the most demanding period of time for me.
but i have my friends and family
and my hockey stick
and my IMAGINARY BEAR AND DUCK
to support me through.
now whenever i think of the word 'support'
i think of shiya's quote.
bggf ain't online.
i bet she's sleeping.
i hope i don't forget what i wanna tell you.
my ezlink card died today.
gonna replace it tomorrow.
gonna use my new picture for the card
so no one's gonna take pictures of it
*and use it as their wallpaper of the day*
and for the last time
its not cute
its ugly!
too much chocolate is bad.
but chocolate still rocks.
&i'm gonna fail my general paper.